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[21 Aug 2004|02:28pm]
Gareth has a livejournal now!! Woohoo!

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Happy birthday Erika, Gareth, and Lindsey!!
{Getting boys is how I live...} I don't see a problem spreading myself around.

[29 Jul 2004|03:10pm]
hey kiddos. updating from garehts house. lindsey and gareht decided to go back to bed after not another teen movie was over so i came up and checked my mail and other stuff. so the past few days have eben wicked fun. dont mind my lack of knowing how to type/spell. i hung out with lindsey and gareth two nights ago and then we hung out with amanda and went to heather for a bit. then lindsey slept over. it was fun. she loves my borhter so she made him breakfast. then she went away and gareth came over and we hung out then my mom too us to the depot and we went to quincy and met up with lindsey. we went to boston. we went to copley and pridential and then to bagly and then to fenway to go to bewst buy. then we cam back here and hung out and had fun. then we went to bed and then gareht made us breakfast that me and lindsey barely ate. doesnt all sound too fun but it was awesome i love my mean girls to death!!!!!!!!

to e*....pelase dont assume that i dont care or that i dont try enough because i have gotten better., ive gotten better for you. i have changed fopr you and its not the biggest change but it takes you time to say i love you and it takes me long to show it so please.

xoxo.<33Derek



p.s. i miss you carolyn spinney coyne-barton
have fun in NY
ill miuss you
{Getting boys is how I live...} I don't see a problem spreading myself around.

[25 Apr 2004|10:57pm]
Hey everyone. It's Erik again. I just finished up Derek's layout. I hope you all like it.
{Getting boys is how I live...} I don't see a problem spreading myself around.

[24 Apr 2004|12:09am]
Hey everone. It's Erik. I hope everyone likes the temporary layout I made for Derek. I was too lazy to make a real one, so this one will haveto do until tomorrow.
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[27 Feb 2004|11:42pm]

hey.

its erik.

im finishing dereks awesome layout.

everyone check it out.

and if you want add me too!

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i <33 you derek!!

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[06 Feb 2004|09:59pm]
HEY HEY! Im hanging out at Amanda's house right now and I decided to update! Well today has been really fun actually! School was alright but project was exciting! I wore my hott hat and scarf today that are bright lime green! After school I came home and miss birthday gilr Melissa Peralta called me up and asked if I wanted to do something so she came over and we hung out for a while. hen we went to heathers where me and Melissa started to nonsexually cuddle until things got a Little out of hand and we began to fight.. anyways then we went to Tedeschis to wait for indsey.. But guess who missed like 4 buses from the village... Yeah thats Lindsey Mitchel!!! haha well me and melissa got soaked from runnign through puddles that we didnt realize existed. We went to Tedeschi's literally 5 times tonight in a matter of 2 hours! Then finally at 7:25 Lindsey showed up at Tedeschs so me her and Melissa walked to Harmony's house and they stayed there and I went back to Tedeschi's to pick up Amanda.. Then me and amanda went back to her house and ordered chnese food with Kim. We ate and rehearsed her lines for the play. Then we went into the hot tub that smelled like shit! so we got out after like 5 minutes. Now im sitting in my finally ried pants wearing no boxers! hehe... well fuck face selig is sitting here watching and reading my entry so im going to stop now./. well basically today was wicked fun! goodnight! xoxo.
<33Derek
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[01 Feb 2004|05:27pm]
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[31 Jan 2004|11:57am]
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My After Semester Outline [26 Jan 2004|06:01pm]
Alright I know my title is about what i mgoing to do after this friday but let me start with some really horrible news... I found out that my project is i nthe dramam festival for The Boston Globe and the primary compertition is the same day as Bright Eyes and we have to be there from 7:30 i nthe morning until about 8 that night and if ne of our project memebers dont show up or leave during the evnt our play is disqualified!!!! so i cant go to bright eyes... i mso friggen depressed.... well anyways.... Sio grades close this friday and thats a big relief well atleast once they are over.. so afterwards I need to do a lot of tings... more friends focused.. so by this weekend I need to get my money to Emily Quinlan for the tickets.. and i need to watch that Michael Jackson DVD with chris sometime soon... and I need to spend more time with my Carolyn.. and I really want to see Rachel at some point because I havent hung out with her sicne the last day of school last year.. yeah kinda lame... In general I need to start hanging out with some more people... a bigger variety in general... well i mgoing to eat dinner... oh yeah and I wanna hang out with Dani and Erik at some point before Erik goes to Europe...well thats about it... so i guess im done... goodnight.... xoxo.. MUAH....<33 Derek
{Getting boys is how I live...} I don't see a problem spreading myself around.

[25 Jan 2004|09:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Goodevening folks! I just got home from the SSCS basketball game! woot woot! yeah well we lost again... but we did good... so tomorrow is good old school... well not really because we have mid terms this week.... im sitting here trying to think of thigns to write in my journal but I dont have anything to say... haha well I guess thats it... xoxo..MUAH...<3Derek

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Oh So Happy [25 Jan 2004|11:44am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Brand New- Jude Law & A Semester At Sea ]

So its Sunday meaning tomorrow is monday meaning I ahve school. Usually when I realize this I am upset because its school but today it doesnt even phase me. I am so and have been so incredibly happy ever since last night. That is because I started talking to the coolest person ever! we have so much in common and he is like so funny... well ne ways... yeah so I need to do make up work for chemistry ans spanish.. then tonight is the basketball game at Hingham Middle School...well idk im going to go back to being extremely happy!!! xoxo.<33Derek

{Getting boys is how I live...} I don't see a problem spreading myself around.

Saturday is the best day [24 Jan 2004|10:38am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Simon & Garfunkel : The Hazy Shade of Winter ]

Good afternoon everyone. Today I think im hanging out with Kiely and Rachel! That should be wicked fun because we always have fu nwhen we hang out even thought its been about 2 years since we have.... haha anyways... my grandmother and her boy toy are oevr right now to look at our house... they are eating soup and they are so loud that it seems as though they are drunk... well im signing off.... xoxo... MUAH....<3Derek

{Getting boys is how I live...} I don't see a problem spreading myself around.

[23 Jan 2004|11:06pm]

Good evening everyone... Today was an expecially long day. First off school lasted way too long even though it was only the normal 6 1/2 hours. Then after school I went over to Heathers with Jake Dan Carolyn and Heather. That was pretty much a lame waste of time. Then Dan and Jake left and amanda came over from her dentist appointment. Then we hung out for a while until Carolyn left and then me and amanda wen tto her house. Her cousin was there! and then we watched Legally Blonde 2! tons of fun... haha... well anyways im now on the phone with the one and only Gareth Michael Gladu Ward talking about how lame it is to be a pathalogical liar! it doenst make sense why people would make up such farfetched stories that your going to get caught for i nthe end... well anways im signing off.. tomorrow is saturday so im sleeping in... BYE...

{Getting boys is how I live...} I don't see a problem spreading myself around.

[22 Jan 2004|01:42pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Saves The Day- What Went Wrong ]

Antoehr day has gone by since my enlightening reading and I know it sounds lame to change a lot of my views after reading one piece but the way this person ahs described life and all of the aspects of emotion just really caught my eye. I am so grateful of this person because over the years we havent been so much of "friends" but it seems like things are beginning to progress into a friendship that I am quite happy with. Well other than that my day was decent but having 2 classes in a row with lucifers son himself (Mark Veader)wasnt too exciting. Then after school I went to Chris's house with him and Lindsey and we worked on an optional POW to boost our math grades. Signing off now. Goodbye.<3<3 xoxo MUAH -Derek

{Getting boys is how I live...}

Realization [21 Jan 2004|07:03pm]
I know ive said this before and its always been the same thing but i done now. Well atleast I really wantto be rid of my horrible habbits. I know its just an ant but I kiled one today while I was baaysitting and realized even how cruel that was and I was so depressed. So im back to no meat my friends and not because of the label or because thats the cool thing to do its because its absolutely cruel. Of course im not going to call myself vegetarian because I did break it a few times. nd one other thing that Ive kept trying to stop but neevr have. I want to live a sober life from here on out. I knoe people say well you only have one lfie so live it to the fullest but I realize now that the fullest to me means that I want to be as healthy as I can and maintain a stable mindset. I dont want to impose my decision upon other people because it is in turn their lives to live how they chose. This probably means nothing to any of you but it means a whole world to me so I wrote it down. Im signing off now.. Goodnight...
{Getting boys is how I live...}

[21 Jan 2004|03:08pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Up until this point every day has been the same. Either spending to much time at the place that ridicules you constantly for your mistakes or sitting alone in my bedroom contemplating what outfit I should wear. Every single day has been a meaningless 24 hour rollercoster ride with what I thought was mixed feelings and ever changing emotions but it has all been a lie. I read something this afternoon that really changed everything for me. I have been given the chance to step back from my everyday life and make sense of everything up until this point. I have seen what life is like for another individual and how I spend too much time worrying about the things that are never going to matter. We as humans are given one life to live and most people dont realize this until it is way too late. From the help of my beloved father I have been able to strive to become a better person; to not see life through my normal materialistic views but through the eyes of someone who cares for those who he has yet to even meet. Someone who doesnt care about how he is viewed by other people but how he views other people. Some people say that beauty is only skin deep but I think it is the complete opposite. I am trying to see people not as their temporary life form but as the spirit within. I dont take for granted many of the important things I have been given in life and it generally disgusts me how greedy and self involved I can become. I would like to thank the person who wrote that "something" that gave me the chance to become a better person and most of all my father for being the better person that I hope to one day become. That is it and im signing off. Thank you.

{Getting boys is how I live...}

[20 Jan 2004|02:00pm]
Today was just your avergae Tuesday. 6 1/2 hours of pointless school followed by an uneventful afternoon.. This is what I live for even thought I dont know why. Well I have sewing at 6:30 tonight and that could be fun although it varies from horrible to really fun. All I know is I dont have math tomorrow and that always brings a smile to my face. Well thats it im signing off. Much Love. MUAH <3<3 xoxo -Derek
{Getting boys is how I live...}

Upset [19 Jan 2004|07:36pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Simon & Garfunkel ]

Yes I know that it is probabaly lame that I am getting upset over some television show but thats what happens when you get attached to something. The RW/RR The Gauntlet has come to an end and my Real World team has lost. At first I was angry with Coral until I realized it wasnt her fault because she cant help an alergic reaction... Well anyways I know we are going to win the Inferno which starts on February 2nd @ 10:00 on MTV. I would wlays cheer the Real Wolrd team on so... Well othe than that i had an alright weekend. Yes it was a long 4-day weekend but I never actually slept in so thats dissapointing but what can you do. Well its back to school tomorrow and Its pretty late so im signing off now. Goodnight. Much Love. MUAH <3 <3 XOXO -Derek

{Getting boys is how I live...}

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